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I had my acrylic nails put back on yesterday but my nails hadnt healed properly from last time and my nails sooooo kill right now. They do look gorgeous though, so I am happy.

grrrrrrrrrr the bloody pic didnt upload here it is

So, I dyed my hair a dark brown colour and I dont think I like it at all, it does kinda suit me as I have black eye brows but it makes me look really pale. I was thinking of getting a tan to hide it, but I ordered some makeup called Sheer Cover and its about £60, I ordered it in a specific skin tone so dont want to risk making my skin darker and the make up not looking right!.

I then thought about stripping the colour to go back to my original colour but aside from the fact it will cost uber loads it will also make my hair all minging and strawy.

I have attatched some pictures so you can see my dilema, I thought I would get used to it as I dyed it Monday but I am still not sure about it at all.

Well woke up this morning to my next door neighbour screaming 'YOU DONT LOVE ME!!' at the top of her voice, I went into the living room to find no one in there so shouted up stairs and found my sister and boyfriend standing on the bath looking out the bathroom window at the police next door. The neighbours domestic was so bad the police were called! What a lovely place I live in.

Anyway my car was booked in today for 4 new tyres and tracking. So me and Dan jumped in my car and drove up to the place. When we got there at 12 we were told it would take an hour so went to the pub down the road for lunch. We came back after to find they had ordered the wrong tyres!! The girl on reception only had my house phone number so couldnt reach us to tell us. Now Dan didnt bring his car with him as we assumed we wouldnt need it. So the car now wouldnt be ready until 3.30 and we had no way of getting home.

Not too bad if there werent other things going on!!! My dad rang me to tell me he had a flat tyre and needed the locking nuts off the table, the jack and the pump!!! So we had no way of getting home and my dad had an emergency!!

Anyway the guy that owns the place gave us a lift home, and the idea was to go home get the things then go upto my dad in Dans car. Well we got home only to realise Dan had left his keys in my car! So we had no way of getting in the house and no way of getting in the car, and Mr Owner chappy had already gone! So we went round to the back of the house to see if the big window was open but it wasnt and the only one that was was the little one in my mums room. So I had to climb onto the roof and climb through this tiny window getting my tits and arse stuck in the process and realising that the only thing to cushion my fall was a bloody wooden chest of draws!!! So I eventually managed to fall through the window into the house and open the door for dan, but we still had the problem of not being able to get the things to my dad.

In the end Dan had to call his mum to bring his spare key down which she did and we eventually got the things to my dad.

Then we went to see my mum at work then my sister and finally went to pick up my car with nice new tyres and come home!!!

All that and I am £140 out of pocket!!! ARGGHHHHHHH

Its been ace!!! Xmas and new year have gone now and it's back to normal. So I am looking for work now lol oh the joy!.

So what have I been upto???? Well Xmas day I spent with my family and Dan came down, it was lovely, new years eve was a family thing too.

I am getting loads of driving practise in ready for going to see Mandie on the 15th, I cant believe I am going to drive to Sheffield!!! Its going to be mad, still atleast we will have more freedom, I just have to make sure my sat nav is always handy lol.

Its mine and Dans four year anniversary tomorrow, we will have been going out for 4 years!!!! We have been together since we were 15.

I am a couple of shoots planned already which is good, one in Nottingham and one in Luton, only the Luton one is paid though but atleast the other one I can get some good pictures for my website.

Its a bitch though, I have put on half a stone over the xmas period and my skin is terrible so I am detoxing on sodding water and having to watch what I eat and exicise. I am thinking of taking up roller blading, I dont know yet though.

Anyway I will shut up now xxxx

I am in such a good mood today!! I dont know why though, I think its the xmas vibes or something! I went xmas shopping yesterday got all the family out the way, just need to do friends now grrrrr

Ok, so yesterday morning I went to see a car in Manchester and absolutely fell in love with it so paid the cash insured it there and drove it home. If using the motorways wasnt enough someone nearly killed me!!! Anyway I could live with that until I got a phone call off Dan saying he had just written off his car! I asked where he was and got my dad to take me to him straight away.

When we got near him I tried ringing him again for details on where exactly he was and got the paramedic to say he was on his way to the hospital! I was frantic, and way got my dad to turn us round and rang Dans mum to tell her what was happening. When we got to the hospital in Telford I got a phone call from Dans phone it was the paramedic, the arsehole told us they had redirected him to Stafford District so we had to go back to where we were in the first place!!!!! Dans mum pulled into the hospital just as we were leaving so we filled each other in on what we knew then headed off.

Well when we finally got there we had to queue in A&E. Me, Dans mum, his dad, his mums bf, my mum and dad. When we finally got to see him he was on a trauma board with oxygen on his face it was horrible, he couldnt move at all and he was stuck on this for about 3-4 hours. He was taking into X-ray but luckily everything was ok. He has whiplash and severe bruising and if very stiff but he is ok.

The car is a complete write off, it was 3 cars in total him, the woman that crashed into him, and the car that crashed into her.

We went down to see the car today its a wreck.

She decided to be pathetic over something soooooo fucking stupid!

Kira says:
Thanks alot Mandie, some mate you are!
[: Mandie Kizt :] Going home for a month TODAY!! says:
well, you totally copied my forum :/
[: Mandie Kizt :] Going home for a month TODAY!! says:
which was a bit shitty
[: Mandie Kizt :] Going home for a month TODAY!! says:
you didnt even try and make it different
[: Mandie Kizt :] Going home for a month TODAY!! says:
you copied all the sections in the exact same order
[: Mandie Kizt :] Going home for a month TODAY!! says:
i wouldnt have minded if you took a few and changed them a bit, but you cloned it!
Kira says:
Oh and you arent childish at all are you you know what I dont want to here it, all those times I have stuck up for you I dont know why I bothered next time someone wants to run you to the ground I will fucking let them!
[: Mandie Kizt :] Going home for a month TODAY!! says:
wtf? you're the one who stole my forum, not me :/
Kira says:
I copied the layout thats all, I didnt think it would burdon your fucking life! This is why you lose friends mandie, you are pedantic! Its a forum for fucks sake!
[: Mandie Kizt :] Going home for a month TODAY!! says:
you copied all the sections and sub forums and everything. i sat there and thought of all them names and then you went and copied it word for word pratically.

it's like someone copying your website!
Kira says:
No actually its nothing like it. Your mate ditched you and you know what I felt bad for you and was glad I was there for you, I know why she made other mates now
[: Mandie Kizt :] Going home for a month TODAY!! says:
oh boo hoo!

I know I havent updated in a while but my life has been sooo hectic. Right, I had a re-test last Friday and guess what....I PASSED!!!! WHOOP! So I passed last friday and since then have been trying to make the money to get my car and insure it, I'm still not all the way there yet but I am getting there slowly.

I have also been updating my site www.tantalisingtease.com coz I have the new system on it now, I have uploaded sooooo much.

I am also in a competition at the minute to win £1000 so have been making loads and loads of videos!

I am soooo bored its doing my head in! I was up early with Dan this morning as he has work and now its only 08.30 and I am bored lol, today is going to be exciting!! So whats everyone else upto today?

I am just really miserable today, really depressed. I have decided it might be best for me to get a job, a proper job. Its not healthy being sat in the house all day and I need money coming in on a regular basis. I only want part time for now, need to be edged in gently lol.

Also Dan has a new job with is brilliant, but its going to make him ill, he had to be up at 6 this morning to be at Lincoln at 8.15 and he wont be back tonight until about 10.30 - 11. He has had nothing to eat all days but is burning energy and he isnt having sufficient breaks!

Also I stubbed my toe earlier, my little one on my left foot and now my whole foot hurts!

Ok, I havent seen my godson in absolutely ages!!! I have missed him soooooo much but I have him all weekend!!!! He is soo cute, he is only 2 (nearly 3) and he was watching the fireworks lastnight.

I am gutted, I got in the house and just burst into tears. I knew I would fail, and I failed on what I thought I would, the left reverse!!! I have rebooked though as I am just too impatient and determined. So yar if anyone wants to cheer me up, feel free to xx

Oh my jesus I have my driving test tomorrow!! I think I might fail though, just got this nagging feeling!

I dont have much more money to make now either and I can buy my car, yay!

I just made £50 from talking to someone on the phone, it wasnt even phone sex but the best thing about it! I was on the phone for 1 hour!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yep, I need to raise £600 for my car. Its getting tedious now with my test being next week and all, anyone got any ideaS?

OMG! I am addicited to masturbating!! I have fucked myself to orgasm twice in about an hour!!! I used to do it just using the ears of my rabbit on my clit but while I was at mandies I got a metal dildo so now I put that inside me and use the rabbit ears on my clit and wow!!!!!!

I was watching a porno at the time (as I normally do) but arrhhhggggggggghhhh

Hellooooooo yep I havent posted in absolutely fucking years!! And because of that I cant remember everything I want to fill you in on grrrrr I may just post as an when I remember

Of my sister stirring things at home, she is constantly telling my mum that I wont do something and just sit on the laptop all day, she is beginning to do my fucking head in!!!!!!! I do everything for her and today all I said is I would rather her wash up what her and her bf had used and I will put it away, I would still be doing, the washing, putting the washing up away, tidying up, and hovering!!!! So when my mum rang at lunch time she told her thats I didnt want to do the house work! Well she has gone to work now, so I am going to tidy the house and blaze her!